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Why Do I Feel So Sad? By Alicia Keys

Friends we've been for so long
Now true colors are showing
Makes me wanna cry oh yes it does
Cuz I had to say goodbye

By now I should know
That in time things would change
So it shouldn't be so bad
So why do I feel so sad

How can I adjust
To the way that things are going
It's killing me slowly
Oh I just want it to be how it used to be

Cuz I wish that I could stay
But in time things must change
So it shouldn't be so bad
So why do I feel so sad

You cannot hide the way you feel inside I realize
Your actions speak much louder than words
So tell me why oh

By now I should know that
That in time things would change
So it shouldn't be it shouldn't be so bad
So why do I feel so sad

By now I should know
That in time things must change
So it shouldn't be so bad
So why do I feel so sad

By now by now I should know
That in time things must grow
And I had to leave you behind
So why do I feel so sad
If it couldn't be that bad
Tell me why

By now I should know
That in time things would change
So it shouldn't be so bad
So why do I feel so sad


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Sad Song

If you need it
Something I can give
I know I'd help you if I can
If your honest and you say that you did
You know that I would give you my hand
Or a sad song
In a lonely place
I'll try to put a word in for you
Need a shoulder? well if that's the case
You know there's nothing I wouldn't do ...

... Don’t throw it all away
You’re throwing it all away at the end of the day

Faces of Love

Love here, love there
Love springs everywhere
Love thrills, love excites
Love enchants and delights

Love hurts, love heals
Love gathers and dispels
Love kills, love revives
Love keeps us alive

When I am dead

by Christina Rossetti


When I am dead, my dearest,
Sing no sad songs for me:
Plant thou no roses at my head,
Nor shady cypress tree:
Be the green grass above me
With showers and dewdrops wet;
And if thou wilt, remember,
And if thou wilt, forget.

I shall not see the shadows,
I shall not feel the rain;
I shall not hear the nightingale
Sing on, as if in pain;
And dreaming through the twilight
That doth not rise nor set,
Haply I may remember,
And haply may forget.

Nyanyian Hati

Apakah perasaan yang kurasakan ini?
Kerana dikejauhan
Perasaan yang menawan hatiku
Dalam arah yang terlalu tajam

Aku tak bisa merasakannya
Arah yang sebenar dahulu
Terlalu tenang menenangkan
Emosiku membara

Sesuatu yang berlainan
Walaupun aku tahu
Perasaan dahulu yang ada untukku
Tidak lagi dapat disembunyikan

Kemana harus ku berlari?
Kemana harus ku bersembunyi?
Kemana saja sayangku
Aku tidak berdaya lagi

Benteng yang kubina
Terlalu cepat punah
Nyata atau khayalan
Berapa lama ia akan berakhir
Datanglah menjadi nyanyian hatiku
Biarkan dua irama menjadi satu
Hati kita bersatu
Akan terbit seperti mentari.

Jalan jalan cuci mata!

Hari minggu aku dan suami serta anak pegi makan angin di Bukit Tinggi. Sebenarnya ini bukanlah rancangan asal kami untuk kesana. Mulanya nak ke Genting tapi beralih arah haluan disaat akhir. Kemana pun arah tuju, tujuannya tetap sama jugak.

Aku benar benar teruja dengan keindahan alam semula jadi ciptaan Tuhan. Setiap hari menyedut udara kotor dibandar apa salahnya sesekali menghirup udara segar dari pergunungan. Aku tertarik dengan tumbuh2an dan bunga dengan pelbagai spesis.. Betapa indahnya ciptaan Illahi. Mungkin juga semua nie bertepatan dengan hobi aku sekarang, menanam pokok bunga.

Biarpun penat menaiki dan menuruni lorong dikawasan tebing bukit tapi ia rasa bagai satu kepuasan bagi aku sebab aku terlalu suka melihat keindahan alam. Walaupun tertera larangan memetik dan mencabut pokok aku buat bodoh je.. Curi2 jugak aku petik. Itu yang dinamakan gatai tangan.

Bagi aku tiada apa yang menarik disana selain suasana persekitaran dia. Tak ramai pelancong atau pengunjung yang datang. Di Colmar aku sempat jugak mewarnakan hiasan dinding corak bunga ros, untuk dijadikan kenangan. Selepas siap mewarna sambil tengok pertunjukkan kami menaiki shutter ke Japanese Village. Semasa mendaki kesana aku rasa ngeri jugak, bayangkan dengan jalan berbelok2 dan tinggi, dan jarak perjalanan yang jauh la jugak.

Di Japanese Village takde yang menarik selain daripada pemandangan persekitaran yang berbukit dan berbatu. Disitu juga terdapat taman botani. Terdapat pelbagai jenis pokok dan bunga ada disitu.

Sekali lagi aku terpaksa menempuh keadaan ngeri bila hendak balik semula ke colmar park. Dengan ketinggian jalan itu membuatkan penumpang kecut perut. Tapi alhamdulillah semua selamat sampai ke colmar.

Sepi Ini

Takkala manusia lena dibuai mimpi
Aku masih berjaga menemani malam
Mataku bagaikan matahari memancarkan suria
Tak dapatku pejamkan mata ini

Aku bukan seorang pujangga
Pandai berbicara menyusun kata
Ku hanya lah insan biasa
Menemani sang camar dalam kegelapan

Dikala malam melabuhkan tirainya
Aku masih lagi gagah berdiri
Bertemankan pena untuk melakarkan puisi

Bunyi cengkerik kian menyepi
Memberi erti hari telah berganti
Namun aku masih lagi disini
Bertemankan helaian kertas putih

Andai sepi ini bisa merubah takdir
Inginku menghambakan diri padanya
Andai sepi ini bisa memberi ketenangan
Inginku hentikan waktu ini agar sepi takkan berlalu..

MINE AGAIN (Mariah Carey)

MINE AGAIN (Mariah Carey)

Verse 1
I remember when you used to be mine
Way back when
I was too na've to love you right
But now if I only had the opportunity
I would do anything
Because my heart still believes

Chorus 1
Maybe you could be mine again
Maybe we could make that dream for real
Like way back then
When love was yours and mine
Maybe we could bring it back to life

Verse 2
It's irrelevant to dwell on the past
I'm accountable for what went bad
And I mean that
But I keep on praying for another chance
Just to have you back
Cause I've grown
And I know how to be your everything

Chorus 2
Maybe you could be mine again
Maybe we could make that dream for real
Like way back then
When love was yours and mine
Maybe we could bring it back to life

Bridge
No, no it ain't over yet
I just can't accept the possibility
We weren't made for each other's arms
I know you're my destiny
We can't erase what was meant to be
Part of you and part of me
If we try one more time
Maybe somehow we'll survive

Outro
Maybe you could be mine again
Maybe we could make that dream for real
Like way back then
When love was yours and mine
Boy maybe we could bring it back
Maybe we could bring it back
Maybe we could bring it back to
Life
Maybe you could be mine.

I CAN'T HAVE YOU

If loving you is wrong
Then my heart knows not what is right
I cry myself to sleep
Every second of the night
What is there to do?
What is there to say?
I know I can't have you
But still I give my heart away

I’d walk a thousand miles
And cry a thousand tears
Just to know your love
Will be waiting for me
But what is there to feel?
When you don’t feel the same?
I know I can’t have you
But still I give my love away

You are my dream come true
I wished upon a star for you
But what am I to know?
If you really love me so
I know I can’t have you
But still I give myself away

ALL MY LIFE

It was not so long ago
when I thought I'd never meet someone like you.
Wrong was I, thinking I'm in control
Believing I'd never fall.

All my life I thought no one would
melt a heart like mine, a heart so cold,
a heart hardened by the past,
protected by shields so vast.

Slowly I was falling
without even knowing.
Only to find out too late
I have no choice but to accept my fate.

I could dream, I suppose
forever, I could hope
there will never be any 'us', that's our destiny
so I wake up to reality.

I lied when I said
I didn't love you,
that my feelings for you
are through.

I lied
not because I wanted to
but because I love you
and I still do.

I wouldn't do a thing to hurt you
but I just have to let go.
I can't hold on much longer
'coz for us there's no forever.

I Believe In Me

I’ve been in places where I felt I had no choice in the matter
I've cried because I had no clue about how to help myself
but I always believed that I must make the best of
whatever life offers me
and that no one can expect more of me
than the best I can do..

I know the needs to change sometimes feels urgent
and though I try to help anyone in need if I could
but no one can ease this pain for me
the answers I need are inside me
they may not come easily and they may seem to be hiding
but I encourage myself to trust and follow my heart and mind
coz it's the only way to go..

I don't know what will happen tomorrow
but I refuse to stop trying to make my life better
if I think I can make a difference by changing something
I will.. and I won't give up until I do
no matter what the trial, no matter what others say
I would rather go down fighting, hoping and trying
than giving up my dreams in life..!

LOVE

I am so in love
In love with Joy
In love with happiness
In love with anger
In love with frustration
In love with Tears
In love with Me.

I love love
love is fruitful
Love is Kind
Love is Motivating
Love is Comforting
Love is love

I hate Love
Love is painful
Love is heartbreaking
Love is deadly
Love is poisonous
Love is Evil

Hey stop it
Love is like what
I don't know
All I know is Love is Love
so say all you want
But I know Love is
and I love love
I love me & you

Like By Your Side

Liza

'~~What is Loving? ~~''

Loving in its truest sagacity
Makes us feel glad and happy
Peaceful in our nights
Praying to God that we’ll be all alright

Loving in its truest essence
Is pure and divine
Giving without taking
No expectations or hidden desires

Loving in its truest soul
Commitment without payment
No conditions or boundaries
But with respect and care

Loving in its truest spirit
Is governed by laws
To the laws of man and nature
And to the laws of God, as well

Loving is not falling but rising
Setting us free from all earthly desires
It is compassion with lots of passion
A feeling that will fly in unison

All Because Of You...

Yuhuuu....

Salam.....
Huh.. dah lama ghupernya aku tak masuk cni.. makin hari makin malas rasanya nak berchatting.. almaklum ler dah makin tua nie.. kian malas ler nak melayan kerenah dunia cyber nih.. dah dekat setahun terputus hubungan dengan org2 dalam dunia nie.. cuma yang tinggal 2 -3 orang yang rapat je masih terus berhubung.

Pssttt... sebenarnya hari nie aku ponteng keje.. malas + letih giler nak keje, malam tadi baru balik dari kg.. malam minggu aku balik.. emergency je sebenarnya.. tak plan pun nak balik laki aku tu sebenarnya yg nak balik kg, sebab dia apply cuti ari nie tapi last minit assistant dia call bagitau xleh cuti sebab ada urgent.. kesian mcm org tak betul gak kejap aku tengok.. beria2 nak balik.. aku tergelak gak sebab beg dah siap angkat kuar dah tu.. hehehe... mula malas gak aku balik tapi aku pun dah lama x balik.. so nempek jelah.. letih belakang kira ler.. bukan aku drive pun.. dia kalu dah nk balik camner pun mesti jadik punya.. lagi pun aku rasa sebab dia malas nk bawak kete dia sensorang ler tu sebab tu dia ajak aku gak..

Emm.. dah lama tak update koleksi novel aku ek.. ada bertimbun buku yang aku dah baca dan belum baca pun ada lagi yang aku lum tempek kat cni.. nanti ler kalu rajin aku buat..

Oh ya.. sebenarnya baby comel nie.. anak abang aku.. tah anak sedara aku yang ke berapa tak tau ler teman gamaknya yg ke-30 ler kot.. huh ramai betul.. tiap2 taun bertambah.. tiap2 taun budget raya lari.. ish..ish..ish.. rugi betul rasanya... tapi best gak ramai anak buah nie.. riuh rendah rumah dibuatnya. (kak ipar aku tu dah pandai berchating skrg... surirumah zaman siber lah kan.. kui..kui..kui..)

TAUTAN KASIH

Hasilan nukilan Ryana ini pasti mencuit pintu hati anda dengan jalan ceritanya tersendiri. Athirah merasakan hidupnya kosong. Ada yang menyayangi, namun hati menidakkan. Ada yang disayangi, tapi si dia menghilangkan diri. Lantas, apa lagi yang tinggal pada dirinya. Dia sedar, dia harus memberi peluang kepada hatinya untuk menerima dan memberi, tapi dia tidak pandai mengungkap kalimah cinta.Sebenarnya, ada jejaka yang amat mencintai Athirah, iaitu Irfan. Namun, kehadiran Farah Marlissa dan Farah Hayana menyegarkan kisah cinta mereka. Apa pula yang berlaku dengan kehadiran semula Syazwani dan Danish? Siapa mereka di hati Athirah dan Irfan.

KASIH DANIA

Sinopsis :

Karya yang sungguh romantik ini tentu membuai perasaan anda apabila watak-watak yang dicipta oleh Ayu Emelda berjaya menghidupkan suasana perjalanan cerita. Dania seorang gadis tomboy diminta untuk bernikah dengan Amir semata-mata untuk menyelamatkan keadaan. Amir tidak mahu terus didesak oleh keluarga untuk berumah tangga.

Perkahwinan mereka atas dasar tolong-menolong itu telah membawa perasaan kasih sayang dalam diri Dania. Namun, tidak bagi Amir. Pada masa yang sama, wujudnya orang ketiga yang membuatkan Amir jatuh cinta.

Bagaimana status perkahwinan Amir dengan Dania bila Maria cuba memenangi hati Amir? Tahukah keluarga Amir yang perkahwinan anak mereka itu hanyalah sementara? Berjayakah Maria berkahwin dengan Amir?

Semuanya terjawab dalam KASIH DANIA.

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Komen aku.. novel nie memang best.. sedih bangat.

Salam...

Assalamualaikum dan salam sejahtera buat semua..

Dah dekat tiga bulan sejak kali terakhir aku merapu kat sini.. ramadhan dan syawal dah pun berlalu.. tak sempat nak ucapkan semalam berpuasa dan berhari raya buat semua. Sekarang nie dah tiba bulan November dan cuti sekolah akan bermula esok.. tentu seronok budak2 sekolah lepas nie kan..? Apapun aku ucapkan selamat bercuti untuk semua. Oh, ya.. cerita pasal sekolah.. aku nak ucapkan tahniah buat 2 org anak buah aku yang amik UPSR baru2 nie.. sorang dapat 5A dan sorang lagi 4A1C... tak sangka jugak derang bleh berjaya score camtu sebab 2-2 tu nakal, tapi syukur alhamdullillah berjaya jugak..

Oh.. ya dah lama aku tak bercerita pasal novel. Raya hari tu ada pinjam 3 buah novel adik aku dah tamat pun..

Kehidupan aku sekarang.. macam biasa tapi dalam dunia siber nie aku dah jadi low profile sikit, dah penat rasanya nak melayan kerenah manusia dlm dunia siber nie.